Monday, 27 July 2009

Word for word..

I have pinched this off someone elses blog as i feel i could have written it myself - altho i have changed a few words to fit myself.....

Thanks to the person who i pinched it off, you know who you are. (I wont make it public unless you want me to), xxx.

I DISLIKE MYSELF (ugly, fat, cellulite, horrible person, scarred, agoraphobic, mental health problems) > FRUSTRATED (because i hate my life/myself, but too scared to change) > ANGRY (because i am stuck like this and that i can't seem to improve, so i start projecting my anger outwards) > SCARED (that Danny will leave me if i dont get better) > INSECURE (that Danny will leave me because i am all of these things above) > JEALOUS (of gorgeous women that he comes in contact with) > UNTRUSTING (why would he remain faithful when i am such a fucking digusting/horrible/ugly bitch- Altho this one isnt to bad as if he ever did this i would string him up by his bolloks) > DISLIKE MSYSELF.....

It's a fuck off huge vicious cycle.


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