No CBT

I never went to my CBT yesterday as i felt really weak, a sure sign of my anxiety to come, however today i feel great- How strange is that!
So i have re-booked for Friday.

Dannys Mum came up on Friday just gone and we had a rally good chat, i aired what i wanted regarding the whole "i wont get happy until i see u getting better" line she used on me.... I see where she is coming from but even so she said its how she felt so me and Danny told her how we both felt- she couldn't say anything back to me..
But we cleared it and its all good now, Sunday went to visit his Mum again at his aunties house, she had a cat thats a sphinx (not sure how u spell it)
Above is the the pic i took of it, its strange but after a while i got use to Gizzy (Gizmo) and its was snuggling into me. How cute!!

Again most days my mind is pre-occupied with wedding stuff, i swear im sooooo fuckin excited i could seriously burst open rays of beaming light outta my body. lmao....

I also wanna say hi to Sarah- and let her know her blogs are LEGENDARY!! xxxx