I know its been a while.. I have so much to write but when it comes to doing it my mind just goes blank, then i go and read another anxiety/agoraphobia person's blog and what they write i should write as its like a mirror effect, but yet i just dont think to write that....
Maybe im trying to block out the badness of my illness, something that i dont think about surely cannot rear its ugly head.. right??
I guess for an update u should see my videos, as well i think im really crap at blogging. This is suppose to be about my anxiety/panic but the truth is..................................
I STRUGGLE talking about it... Im afraid i will jinx the fact that im doing really well at the minute... I dont want a set-back, i wanna be normal and not have to carry this shitty illness.
After your at the top, do you always have to come down as when your at the bottom they say after that the only way is up.......
I just feel that people may read this blog hoping to see similarities/for inspiration/who are intriqued etc etc... BUT i ask myself "what can someone get out of taking a few minutes of there life just to read my crap", as lets face it- it is crap mainly ie: Talking about trifles... WTF??
Some may see it as me writing about my achievments as i guess thats what they could be- even my trifle (I have never made one in my life), but then if i wanna chat about fuking trifle i should start a cooking blog!
Do you see where im heading with this.... or am i just waffling complete crap as per usual...
Oh who knows/who cares... but thanks for reading my pointless crap. xx
Maybe im trying to block out the badness of my illness, something that i dont think about surely cannot rear its ugly head.. right??
I guess for an update u should see my videos, as well i think im really crap at blogging. This is suppose to be about my anxiety/panic but the truth is..................................
I STRUGGLE talking about it... Im afraid i will jinx the fact that im doing really well at the minute... I dont want a set-back, i wanna be normal and not have to carry this shitty illness.
After your at the top, do you always have to come down as when your at the bottom they say after that the only way is up.......
I just feel that people may read this blog hoping to see similarities/for inspiration/who are intriqued etc etc... BUT i ask myself "what can someone get out of taking a few minutes of there life just to read my crap", as lets face it- it is crap mainly ie: Talking about trifles... WTF??
Some may see it as me writing about my achievments as i guess thats what they could be- even my trifle (I have never made one in my life), but then if i wanna chat about fuking trifle i should start a cooking blog!
Do you see where im heading with this.... or am i just waffling complete crap as per usual...
Oh who knows/who cares... but thanks for reading my pointless crap. xx
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ReplyDelete- they have similar problems as yours and it comforts them to know that they are not alone
- they have similar problems as yours and they want to learn how you deal with them
- you seem like a nice person
- they feel that they might be able to help you
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