I feel really anxious tonight, prob a 7 out of 10..... New Year bugs me for a few reasons.
1)I worry i will have an attack and then my 2009 will be full of them, it wouldnt be nice to start the year off with one would it...
2) I havent set any resolutions as yet..
3)Danny had a drink, an i told him to have nomore (just in case)- Just incase what exactly??? u tell me... Im just gettin alot of negative thoughts.

I will prob be asleep even before the New Year sets in.. BUT... Danny wont and i feel selfish letting him spend it on his own without wishing him a good 2009.. That makes me feel sad...

I could go on listing but i wont as its only depressing! Bed-time soon and to wtch "meet the fockers"- Gotta love NYE Tv. lol

To all that read this though, i hope you have a great 2009- all the best and live ur life to the full...
xxx

And to my Danny: If you ever read this, i love you and lets make 2009 a happy positive Year...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx