1st of all as per usual i need to document when i have my panic attacks- Last night i had one which lasted 2 hours. I slept well after it ended.
2nd of all.... DAVE..... Wow to say i am shocked is seriously an understatement... Altho plze do not feel u have to feel sorry for me, as u say we didnt get on, as far as im concerned, u were a cunt to me to start off with and i gave it back to you. bandwagon to start at 1st, but then i actually stuck up for u that time when u left and was de-modded so things were cool on that front...
I admire that you have outed yourself to me, specially with my record (pabsgate), however i think you know that on really serious matters im safe, so it will go no further.. To be honest i dont care if you out me, it will only confirm what a lot of ppl thought, and yes they will take the piss but i will STILL stand my ground regardless, as thats just who i am as a person. I have never lied on there so my coinscience is clear.
Im just still in a shock reg you...... madness, and well i know how u feel, more madness.!!
Thanks 4 the Youtube sub, crazy as you subbed to 2 of my good friends, SarahC and Lauri- And i never even come across you before now- then again i try not to look at too many panic videos as they can make me dwell sometimes, and thats not good for me..
Anyway u have my MSN, lets chat soon.. Hope ur having a good weekend :)
2nd of all.... DAVE..... Wow to say i am shocked is seriously an understatement... Altho plze do not feel u have to feel sorry for me, as u say we didnt get on, as far as im concerned, u were a cunt to me to start off with and i gave it back to you. bandwagon to start at 1st, but then i actually stuck up for u that time when u left and was de-modded so things were cool on that front...
I admire that you have outed yourself to me, specially with my record (pabsgate), however i think you know that on really serious matters im safe, so it will go no further.. To be honest i dont care if you out me, it will only confirm what a lot of ppl thought, and yes they will take the piss but i will STILL stand my ground regardless, as thats just who i am as a person. I have never lied on there so my coinscience is clear.
Im just still in a shock reg you...... madness, and well i know how u feel, more madness.!!
Thanks 4 the Youtube sub, crazy as you subbed to 2 of my good friends, SarahC and Lauri- And i never even come across you before now- then again i try not to look at too many panic videos as they can make me dwell sometimes, and thats not good for me..
Anyway u have my MSN, lets chat soon.. Hope ur having a good weekend :)
Emma, The only reason i'm still on DSI is because of my cool videogames group :) Otherwise I would of been long gone.
ReplyDeleteI understand your caution at me discovering your blog but please understand I will never share this with DSI.
Mainly because for 9 months I've been agoraphobic, developed general anxiety and have a undiagnosed ear problem which has changed my life ! Sounds like you've been going through this for alot longer than me. I know how bad it sucks and it's got nothing to do with those twats on DSI.
I've been tempted afew times to tell them that i can no longer go out and that i having been clubbing in a year but they just wouldn't understand.
P.s I saw your video with you in the car at the supermarket and i laughed because i have one exactly the same !
re-add me on msn jdandcoke2005@hotmail.co.uk x
P.p.s Weekend is tetchy ! Thank god the sun is out though. Does wonders for my mood :)
Ive had anxiety since i was 18 but i could control it up until a year and half ago- Thats when i became homebound for 8 months (when i 1st joined DSI), but now im getting alot better, and i can go out now as i will never put myself back to being homebound as it was HELL!
ReplyDeleteanyway added u to msn- speak there :)