Weight issues

I weighed myself today.......

I have not weighed myself in around 5 months.
Last time i weighed myself i was 9 stone 4lbs which i was happy with- a size 10-12

The result was NOT GOOD!! Infact im mortified and have put myself on a diet!!!

I was( **edited* - See im using past tense even tho its should say "i am") 10 stone 8lbs- Thats DISGUSTING!!

I dont look after myself, ie: watch what im eating/exercise and well today has shown me i need to as im not going to turn into a disgusting fat blob of mess!

I WILL NOT ALLOW IT! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!

All my clothes still fit me tho which are a 10-12, i think my top half has gotten bigger if im honest and not my boobs! I have man arms!! *Cries*

So day 1 of my exercise i walked the dog to the park, done some dunbell weights, walked around the block and made the tea.
No chocolate so far but i went and stocked up on some fruit for when ni get the urge.
I really hate the thought of no chocolate but i'll leave it alone if it makes me nice and trim again.