Thursday, 18 June 2009
Yay
Just wanted to note for my own personal reasons, i went the shop again today on my own, with no phone call to Danny (my dad got the waffle this time) haha. On the way back i was a 7/10 anxious, but i coped with it. :)
Thursday, 11 June 2009
OMG i just had a physic reading..
I just had a reading and 90% of it is SPOT ON.
You were born into the Green Ray and travel with the Spirit of Evolution! You create harmony and balance (for example; a group of three women would need you to balance things out and not turn it into a three is a crowd type of thing). You have great compassion for others and have a healing energy as you allow people to tell you their problems. There is a gentle strength in you that others can see.
There is a hyperactive side to your character. I also feel that you can get confused and feel disorientated at times and you find it difficult to concentrate.
You love big wide open spaces and definitely need to make more time to go and visit them.
The image that I have done for you tells me how huge your heart is and how your love and compassion helps so many people. You are a great person to be around and always put a smile on someone?s face. You communicate with people well and are happy to go anywhere. You have such a free spirit; it is hard to hold you down. The number 3 is significant to you. I feel a circle of 3 as well.
You have such an open and loving character and unfortunately people have taken that for granted and I feel that you have been incredibly hurt. Enough tears have been shed now. It is time to learn about your spirit and concentrate on yourself and allow the ripple effect to begin.
You need to look after your body and start nourishing it; I feel you are not taking enough care of yourself. Stop worrying about your weight and stop idolizing skinny movie stars! A healthy diet, teamed with exercise is the quickest way to build self-esteem and boosting your energy levels.
I feel that you have a spiritual path ahead of you and that some of the people around you may not like it. I understand that it is hard to stand by your beliefs when someone is ridiculing them but be assured there will be enough support around you to just let those negative comments pass you by. Remember that your beliefs are the essence of yourself. Choose them with wisdom, honesty and courage.
I feel that you are really having a rough ride at the moment and feel as frightened child watching a horror movie. Please see fear as an illusion and when you defeat it you will be able to live life freely. Do you want to spend every day feeling scared like the child watching the horror movie behind the cushion? Or do you want to stand up to fear, laugh in its face and watch it fizzle into a pathetic heap of nothingness? Life can seem scary, it really truly can. But only because you let it. Ask yourself what you would be doing today if you weren?t afraid? You know that you have strength, you can be brave and powerful, it?s time to show the world what you are made of. See fear as an illusion and your dreams will become real.
Now, I wish to speak about Inner Peace. The Tibetan goddess Tara whose name means star comes to me and brings you peace and patience. Her symbols are the Lotus Flower and the Third Eye. Tara brings it to my attention that you are whizzing through life way too fast and not stopping to enjoy the good stuff along the way. You need to learn how to calm down and stay centred, so that you can get through any situation with a smile on your face. Remember this: Everything in life happens for a reason and it happens at exactly the right time. So what?s the point in being a stress head? Tara is watching over you and she knows that you are on the right path, experiencing all that you need to experience.
We recommend breathing deeply to keep you calm and relaxed! In through your nose and out through your mouth. Do this until your stress has dissolved into whispy little clouds of happiness.
Spend your days in perfect peace and your journey will be joyful.
Love, Light & Healing,
You were born into the Green Ray and travel with the Spirit of Evolution! You create harmony and balance (for example; a group of three women would need you to balance things out and not turn it into a three is a crowd type of thing). You have great compassion for others and have a healing energy as you allow people to tell you their problems. There is a gentle strength in you that others can see.
There is a hyperactive side to your character. I also feel that you can get confused and feel disorientated at times and you find it difficult to concentrate.
You love big wide open spaces and definitely need to make more time to go and visit them.
The image that I have done for you tells me how huge your heart is and how your love and compassion helps so many people. You are a great person to be around and always put a smile on someone?s face. You communicate with people well and are happy to go anywhere. You have such a free spirit; it is hard to hold you down. The number 3 is significant to you. I feel a circle of 3 as well.
You have such an open and loving character and unfortunately people have taken that for granted and I feel that you have been incredibly hurt. Enough tears have been shed now. It is time to learn about your spirit and concentrate on yourself and allow the ripple effect to begin.
You need to look after your body and start nourishing it; I feel you are not taking enough care of yourself. Stop worrying about your weight and stop idolizing skinny movie stars! A healthy diet, teamed with exercise is the quickest way to build self-esteem and boosting your energy levels.
I feel that you have a spiritual path ahead of you and that some of the people around you may not like it. I understand that it is hard to stand by your beliefs when someone is ridiculing them but be assured there will be enough support around you to just let those negative comments pass you by. Remember that your beliefs are the essence of yourself. Choose them with wisdom, honesty and courage.
I feel that you are really having a rough ride at the moment and feel as frightened child watching a horror movie. Please see fear as an illusion and when you defeat it you will be able to live life freely. Do you want to spend every day feeling scared like the child watching the horror movie behind the cushion? Or do you want to stand up to fear, laugh in its face and watch it fizzle into a pathetic heap of nothingness? Life can seem scary, it really truly can. But only because you let it. Ask yourself what you would be doing today if you weren?t afraid? You know that you have strength, you can be brave and powerful, it?s time to show the world what you are made of. See fear as an illusion and your dreams will become real.
Now, I wish to speak about Inner Peace. The Tibetan goddess Tara whose name means star comes to me and brings you peace and patience. Her symbols are the Lotus Flower and the Third Eye. Tara brings it to my attention that you are whizzing through life way too fast and not stopping to enjoy the good stuff along the way. You need to learn how to calm down and stay centred, so that you can get through any situation with a smile on your face. Remember this: Everything in life happens for a reason and it happens at exactly the right time. So what?s the point in being a stress head? Tara is watching over you and she knows that you are on the right path, experiencing all that you need to experience.
We recommend breathing deeply to keep you calm and relaxed! In through your nose and out through your mouth. Do this until your stress has dissolved into whispy little clouds of happiness.
Spend your days in perfect peace and your journey will be joyful.
Love, Light & Healing,
Monday, 8 June 2009
Friday, 5 June 2009
Banned
I cant believe it- I have just been banned from my local Sandwich shop by an OAP!!!
I went in there, shop was chocca with people, a friend of mine works in there, but the assistant manager was in (The OAP i refere to above), anyways the OAP takes mine a 4 other peoples order at the same time, so im standing there and more people are coming and are being served by my friend and another girl who works there.
People are being served yet im still standing there like a lemon, so i asked my friend to make me a milkshake, which she does while taking other peoples orders, the OAP had a go at her for making it, I held my tongue, bearing in mind id been standing there for 15 mins already!!
Soo another 15 mins later im still standing there, and My friend asks the OAP when the bacon is going to be done (If she told me at the beginning they had to cook bacon i would have left it, plus as i said ebeyone else was being served), anyway the OAP gives her a funny look (My friends already told me how much a bitch this woman can be), so i this was the convo that led me to get banned as i couldnt let her bitchiness pass a 2nd time:
OAP: *GIVES THE LOOK AT MY FRIEND SO I SHOUTS**
Me: Well i have been waiting here 30 mins already
OAP: Well you are being served
Me: But ive been standing here for 30mins while everyone else has been served and left.
OAP: Im waiting for the bacon
Me: So it takes half an hour for bacon, Plus you could have let me know as i would have either ordered something else or just left it.
OAP: Dont argue with me.
Me: Excuse me..
OAP: Dont argue with me
Me: Actually i bloody well will as i am the customer and ive been standing here for half an hour which is ridiculious just for a sandwich, anyway i will leave it.
OAP: Good, you do that and dont come back in the shop
Me: Laughs in her face
BTW This was infront of about 7 customers, i knew a girl in the shop so i proceeded to call the woman a "fucking mong"(in temper of course, im usually oh so innocent. lol) and left the shop.
IT WILL NOT END THERE, i plan to speak to the owner of the shop as im disgusted at her attitude, also the way she speaks to her staff!! I would never speak to my staff like that!
Tell you this though, if she wasnt about 60 id have jumped over that counter and landed one on her, i was angry at how she spoke to me!
I went in there, shop was chocca with people, a friend of mine works in there, but the assistant manager was in (The OAP i refere to above), anyways the OAP takes mine a 4 other peoples order at the same time, so im standing there and more people are coming and are being served by my friend and another girl who works there.
People are being served yet im still standing there like a lemon, so i asked my friend to make me a milkshake, which she does while taking other peoples orders, the OAP had a go at her for making it, I held my tongue, bearing in mind id been standing there for 15 mins already!!
Soo another 15 mins later im still standing there, and My friend asks the OAP when the bacon is going to be done (If she told me at the beginning they had to cook bacon i would have left it, plus as i said ebeyone else was being served), anyway the OAP gives her a funny look (My friends already told me how much a bitch this woman can be), so i this was the convo that led me to get banned as i couldnt let her bitchiness pass a 2nd time:
OAP: *GIVES THE LOOK AT MY FRIEND SO I SHOUTS**
Me: Well i have been waiting here 30 mins already
OAP: Well you are being served
Me: But ive been standing here for 30mins while everyone else has been served and left.
OAP: Im waiting for the bacon
Me: So it takes half an hour for bacon, Plus you could have let me know as i would have either ordered something else or just left it.
OAP: Dont argue with me.
Me: Excuse me..
OAP: Dont argue with me
Me: Actually i bloody well will as i am the customer and ive been standing here for half an hour which is ridiculious just for a sandwich, anyway i will leave it.
OAP: Good, you do that and dont come back in the shop
Me: Laughs in her face
BTW This was infront of about 7 customers, i knew a girl in the shop so i proceeded to call the woman a "fucking mong"(in temper of course, im usually oh so innocent. lol) and left the shop.
IT WILL NOT END THERE, i plan to speak to the owner of the shop as im disgusted at her attitude, also the way she speaks to her staff!! I would never speak to my staff like that!
Tell you this though, if she wasnt about 60 id have jumped over that counter and landed one on her, i was angry at how she spoke to me!
Holidays....
Today my parents go away for the weekend, this is and has been a problem for me in the past...
When they go abroad i freak out, as the anxiety gets in my head and i think "what if" something happens to me and there not around, I dont like that feeling or thought!
Although they are only going an hour and half away from my home, im hoping that will count in my mind for something and i wont get anxious. (Mind tricks hey!!)
They are going camping- My Mum has never been before and if im honest im secretly hoping she hates it and comes home tomorrow instead of Sunday.
What i have also notice is a change in my mood and how i feel generally when the sun is out- I do feel a bit more anxious than if it were raining/cloudy.
Im also debating should i try and walk to the shop again today, i feel really tired though and not really motivated, i must think positive though if im going to get my shit together and face it head on!
I will keep you updated.
When they go abroad i freak out, as the anxiety gets in my head and i think "what if" something happens to me and there not around, I dont like that feeling or thought!
Although they are only going an hour and half away from my home, im hoping that will count in my mind for something and i wont get anxious. (Mind tricks hey!!)
They are going camping- My Mum has never been before and if im honest im secretly hoping she hates it and comes home tomorrow instead of Sunday.
What i have also notice is a change in my mood and how i feel generally when the sun is out- I do feel a bit more anxious than if it were raining/cloudy.
Im also debating should i try and walk to the shop again today, i feel really tired though and not really motivated, i must think positive though if im going to get my shit together and face it head on!
I will keep you updated.
Thursday, 4 June 2009
Guess what
I have had a lovely few days, all started on Tuesday- I went around the shop with my neighbour and felt fine (ive never walked the shop with anyone else before as i always thought that would make me feel really anxious), so then all day yesterday my friend was with me and we had a blast, good times, and well now i have just returned from going the shop alone with minor anxiety (i had a few wobbles), but nothing i couldnt handle.
Jeez i feel like Rocky Balboa!!
Ive also decided to get back into work, just finished my refresher course (make up artist) as thats what im qualified to do believe it or not, so im going to wedding fayre on Sunday to pitch so should be good fun, plus being a bride to be myself i just love that atmosphere!
Jeez i feel like Rocky Balboa!!
Ive also decided to get back into work, just finished my refresher course (make up artist) as thats what im qualified to do believe it or not, so im going to wedding fayre on Sunday to pitch so should be good fun, plus being a bride to be myself i just love that atmosphere!
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