I hate my life...
Day after day im stuck at home alone, with nothing but a dog and a computer to keep me company.
I have a migraine, ive had this since Friday and its times like these where my anxiety rears its ugly head, and shows me it still has a bit of control. I cannot fight it when im like this, i feel far to weak.
I took the dog in the garden only to face dizziness and not even 2 mins- My poor dog.!!
Today im frustrated, im frustrated because in normal life i should be able to just "go out", but in my life i just physically cannot do it! And hey dont get me wrong, i can go out with other people but when it comes to doing it alone- NO chance! Why?? I DONT KNOW!
I would give anything to change that....
Day after day im stuck at home alone, with nothing but a dog and a computer to keep me company.
I have a migraine, ive had this since Friday and its times like these where my anxiety rears its ugly head, and shows me it still has a bit of control. I cannot fight it when im like this, i feel far to weak.
I took the dog in the garden only to face dizziness and not even 2 mins- My poor dog.!!
Today im frustrated, im frustrated because in normal life i should be able to just "go out", but in my life i just physically cannot do it! And hey dont get me wrong, i can go out with other people but when it comes to doing it alone- NO chance! Why?? I DONT KNOW!
I would give anything to change that....
Hun. I feel exactly the same as you. I walked 30 seconds away from home and felt like crap. I've had a bad headache for days/i feel breathless and i am exhausted, not a good combo to go out walking on!!!!
ReplyDeleteJust remember how well you HAVE done going out alone. You got that bus remember? That was fantastic. Try and focus on the positives that you've achieved :)
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